Walking Bear and I have been having many conversations here recently on the other one and how she has been so present in my life of late. He has brought me great wisdom on the matter of initiations, changes, and so much other. I tend to be lax in my movement at times, even when it so obviously pushes at me.
I was cleaning about the house, doing all those non-witchy things one must do in the here, when I found the notes. I had taken them sometime after Yule of last and somehow they had slipped away. I have mentioned my dreams of Baba and how she was to help me in the knowledge of the wildwood amongst such other things… and so she has, so she has.
I had fallen short of my workings with her for this or that reason and never did make it back… which brings me to these found notes of threes– I immediately thought of the bloody lady. Is there to be another, a third? I think so. Also, much like the bloody lady’s task, my notes of Baba were missing the last…
blue moon 8/31 (past or future date?)
fish, snake, bird (i keep seeing triads)
–possibly representative of the boundaries
fae lights, fires & a rustling in the green… growling
–drawing travelers from a safe path
dark waters & the night sky
eyes, the windows of her hut, moving hut on chicken legs
Baba Yaga humming to the spider, anxiety
–she rules over the elements, grandmother spider? imagery of a wise woman
–guardian of the waters of life & death, bone mother, nature spirit, bringing wisdom & death of ego & through death, rebirth
–bringer of the knowledge of the wildwood, the plants will tell you what you need to know
I ask the cards, three times three, what does Baba want?
Rustling in the brush, it was there in the mirror. Knight of arrows, hawk falls out, he is watching– this is the man?
Arrows– the intuitive mind, departing the spring equinox is the hawk, master of air element & messenger of fate. Can help you through doubt at the heart of the matter. Use your common sense.
What does Baba want?
Seven of vessels, mourning… the bowls & the skull symbols stand out. Feeling of oppression & darkness overshadows.
Vessels– emotions, relationships, of the heart, wavy lines on the skull (saw these lines at the first as well). Through to autumn–Samhain. Recovery after failure, being at peace with the past.
… And the third is missing.